I am to begin to soften my body, my style, my attitude when at work and on the street and at home. Feel submissive deeply. Let it show through good grooming, tasteful clothes, pretty fragrances and softly asking if I may help my colleagues (superiors) how I an make them more successful.
Gradual steps. From clear nail polish to light pink. From closer shaving to touches of make-up. From a softer haircut to a hair-do with undertones of highlights.
Softly moving my hips as I do their errands. Defer to their judgment. Coaching becomes maid service and then servitude.
From boss to (giggle giggle) the office sussy.
I can imagine J referring to me as Sussy in our meetings. I can hear M make a comment on the phone about some faggot in his office that goes around being called sussy. Sussy as my hips move. Sussy as I make that special face.
My nourishment comes from my moments beneath A. The way she looks down at Sussy. The soft laugh knowing sussy is deeply addicted. The eunuch Sussy.